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Originally posted by rbgnwa45
not a single friend (IRL anyways) since 2008
unemployed, was fired 2 weeks ago for "lack of motivation" yet I put in 60 hours in 5 days, not including travel. I dont know what I want to do for a career.
no money for my very few hobbies (drums, which are ripe with duct-tape), hell, even one of my sticks are broken so i duct taped it, im waiting for it to gouge my eye out.
living with parents, who after having dial-up modem (24kb/second) for 14 years, they got high-speed yesterday (100mb/second), along with a new computer with windows 7 pro, and they won't let me use it, for no good reason - i asked why - they said 'we have 10 days to see if we like it', i say 'i dont get how that means i cant use it', so my mom says 'you don't get what anything means', whatever that means. funny, the other day she said i was 'smarter than the average joe, smarter than your sister (who is an archaeology professor at the U of Waterloo).'
lots of health problems because i broke ribs and the bones moved around in my chest, puntured a kidney, that was in 07 and im still having problems with anxiety, digestion, hormones, everything. ill never be the same.
very high, unmedicated anxiety, i cant stand in line at a bank without sweating my *** off, which gives me a lot of fear for finding a job because i sweat just doing nothing, but only in public.
I dont wanna live anymore (death has been on my mind everyday for the past couple years), let alone find a girlfriend like the lot of you :huh thats the last thing on my mind.
I used to be very psychic, I used to give accurate readings, but because of stress I can't connect.
i cant find jeans for a short fat guy. i tried to get 46 x 28's in Dakota brand loose fit @ Marks work wear house, they don't even have them! so i tried on other jeans and i look like a moron in most, especially straight leg. so now i have to buy something that either doesnt fit or buy off the net without trying them on first.
I cant find a buyer for my 2005 Resonant Engineer XXX 12" Dual 2 ohm for $250, which has a fried tinsel wire (1 of 2). Easy fix for 50 bux.
Months later... I was in a homeless shelter a few weeks ago. I got out, got a job, registered for college, am getting grade 11 & 12 math to get into an electricians apprenticeship, and applied for student loans. Reconnected with a friend months ago, who bought a TRX450R the other day and I helped fix it. Thing is scary fast but won't go into 5th. First quad I've ridden in about 4 years :devil:.